When I look back to the beginning of this journey, I barely recognize the being who initiated it. She feels foreign to who I am now. I feel strong. I feel grounded. I feel solid in myself. Through this process, I feel that I was able to anchor a mystery school into the Earth alongside all of you. The transformation has been collective and deeply personal at the same time. I am profoundly grateful for what we have created together and for who I have become through it.

When I entered the space today, I was exhausted on every level. Physically, mentally, emotionally. Yet listening to each share allowed my heart to open again and again. When this journey began 332 days ago, I had no idea what it would become. I was carrying deep distrust, not only in myself but also toward others offering similar spaces due to past experiences. Moving through this container has shifted something profound. There is a depth, authenticity, and purity here that cannot be understood unless you traverse it directly. What this space mirrors back to me is a capacity within myself that I now recognize. One that I had never felt reflected before. I see clearly how much I have harmed myself by moving through the world without trusting myself fully. That doubt no longer has a place. There is no room for it anymore.

I was searching for myself, and this container was exactly what I needed to find the pieces of me I had lost, given away, or abandoned. The level of support in this group, especially how attuned it is, allowed me to truly come back to myself. Looking at where I was 332 days ago compared to now, I feel a grounded stability that I did not have before. The process has been perfect in every moment, and there was something so beautiful about how we all moved together through it. Through listening and sharing, I have grown in ways that continue to unfold. Everything feels deeper. My connection, my presence, my sense of being. Just deeper.

Through this journey, I discovered parts of myself I had never fully seen before. My loyalty, my dedication, and my devotion to the Purity of Isis became undeniable to me. I realized how deeply I value showing up as I truly am. What anchored my enthusiasm was knowing that when I arrived in this space, you would be there. That safety mattered deeply to me. For the first time, I felt permission to be imperfect and human. In the past, I avoided one on one spaces because I did not want to take up space or be in the way. Now I feel confident enough to ask questions, to engage, to be seen. That alone reflects how much I have grown. Everything we have done has felt real and embodied. When you guide us somatically, I can feel things releasing in my body. This experience has shown me that what I have is abundant. Today I feel full, grateful, and deeply appreciative of your willingness to step into something unknown and allow it to unfold authentically. It has given me the confidence to offer whatever I am and whatever I carry.

I remember the moment of my sacred yes so clearly. I was lying on my bed listening to your meditation when my body began to convulse. Light language activated that had never moved through me before. My hands were moving wildly around the room. It felt like a yes that did not involve my human mind at all. At that time, I was going through a deep personal unraveling. I had just separated from my beloved and was rediscovering who I was. I was in a mess. And I still am untangling it, but now it feels like an organized mess. I can see where the path is leading. I feel equipped. I feel capable. There is an inner fire alive inside me. There has been a total transformation in my being, my cells, and my soul. Your guidance, love, and nurturing have given me the confidence to step up and truly inhabit myself. That is what this is about. Remembering who we are. And I am remembering.